

Level Up. The Realization that My Life Really Does Matter
I will work it out tomorrow We can kick and fight, stay up all damn night Thinking you and I are enemies But these dark skies are gonna be clear Just save it 'til morning Today I am moving with incredible energy and a sense of wonderment. There is something I am knowing for sure. I recognize that I am a part of a larger path, It's not that I have a spiritual life but the real truth is I am a spiritual life. There has been a huge awakening happening during this time. Thi


Where have you been Rand!!!
Analyzing! Maybe overanalyzing!. Processing again and again!! An explanation for not documenting or sharing everything in my environment, which can feel repetitive. Sometimes, this process can last hours, days, or, as in this case, months. It requires me to reassess my purpose. What am I doing here? When I created LiveLiveLives.com , there was to be constant entries, comments, stories and hopefully inspired food for thought. Like any creations, they evolve. Somewhat expa


My Own Coming Out. Not the Heartstopper we wanted. By Rand Angel
When there has been so much noise about the coming out stories. You know the ones we have seen recently on streaming services. I am not going to advertise their names. After all I really have a lot of friends in the business. Show business that is and in honor of the current Writers and Actors strikes, I stand with my entertainment families. After watching a few seasons now of the coming of age stories as each one of them discover themselves and are starting to get in to


Having more than One "Reason D'Etre". (Reason to Be)
Been visiting my reason to be so many times since I started this year. This started re-visiting my request to be shown my better self request which was my internal Ibot. My internal self has been seeing the changes in myself sometimes rapidly or maybe a slower drive as the answers reveal themselves to me when I am ready to see them. This is important to realize for your own well being. Asking for things starts the magical process of the universe giving us or me for that ma


Catching up to my best self, 2.0
Hope everyone is well. Hope you are all moving forward with your wants and needs. It has been a minute since my last post. I have wanted to write but have has a flood of inspirations and motivations coming from all directions. When I originally started to write this blog seven years ago, I had made the determination for the universe to show me my best self. What has been happening thru the years have been a development or plural of that as I should say of wanting to mak


My "Reason D'Etre". My Reason to Be!!
Welcome to my newest post. So many things to write about that I can sometimes forget my real passion for writing a script, story or my own post. Writing for me is my chance to be heard. Writing is my chance to sort out my shared feelings. A chance to inspire you and inspire myself as I come to terms with where I am today. Reason D'Etre is so very french and very precise. Pronounced "Raisin Day tra". A simple thought that opens the doors to the thought process and it s


When Impossible becomes Possible
You ever have those moments when you suddenly feel that your life is finally coming together? When your day is filled with accomplishments! When the list you made is done! Those things you wanted to happen as you thought of them. Sometimes a wistful thought and other times the hardcore affirmations to move it forward. This very moment has become possible. Let"s say I am feeling that this is what is need to be heard for now. On the Eve of the Holidays where families, f


So Many Places
"I have been so many places in my life and times. Sung so many songs, made some bad rhymes. Now we are alone now and I am singing this song to you" Moving myself forward is not as easy as you might think. I might have all the answers to give to all of you but when I question myself, the introspection takes a long long road. There are many steps to taking to find yourself. To find what you truly are behind all the smoke and mirrors. I am no different than any of you.


Living My Day Dream
There was an audition recently for one of the top future talents that I caught recently. As I listened to the performer I felt like I heard someone that went thru the moments I had to endure. The moments of joy of course and the reminder that life can flip on you at any time. We all think that is sad for them but at least it never happened to me. But when it is your moment. Like myself. Just Jump In!! We will get the rules later. A little traveling music, please!! The


"To Sir With Love"
Being that I have spent at least the last 25 years in Hollywood, my dance card has become fuller. Actors, directors, singers and the list of hopefuls could easily take up the whole night. Music please!!! I was reminded of how I decided to get involved in the world of entertainment. As I was thinking of how to answer this question, right away I went to the man I had followed to Los Angeles but as I have has the chance to mull over like so many things going on in my life th


"Don't want to miss a thing"
Let's get to it. Let's get moving. No time to ponder. No time to whine. No time at all. Mistro please!!! Trying to connect the dots looking forward. That can't happen without looking backward. You have to trust that somehow it will all come together in the future. You have to trust in something. Your destiny perhaps! Your hopes perhaps! Your belief in to the things that will happen down the road will give you confidence down the road. The confidence you need to


Sleeping Beauty finally wakes the F### Up
Jarring title I know!! I just wanted to get your attention before you tossed me aside like yesterdays water bottle. It took me travelling to Paris and seeing my friends there and hanging out in the places I really like. I have been so fortunate over the years to go back and forth to Paris. Almost like the number of times we go back and forth to Los Angeles and Vegas. Sounds somewhat pompous but it is my reality. I have been a Frenchophile for let me say longer than some


Becoming. The road I choose!!!
The latest consistent questioning for me is would I DO things differently. Easy! Not a chance! Each decision! Each choice! They were all made by myself, on my own. Whether they were good or not so much does not matter. They are mine. I own them. The lessons learned are the next steps to all the answers. There was a friend that gave me so much support by saying "We live vicariously thru you". What an honor to have been given that my appearance to the outside world se


My Return to the Stage......
Let's begin by saying that even though I have always wanted to perform on stage and had the larger than life hopes of entertaining. It became different for me . I was not strong enough to take the critics and the judgements. I began my career in the backgrounds..... Hair, make up, interior design.... But the reality of Film and Writing school made the dreams of that become even closer for me. Working on Studio Lots and the day to day energies that push you forward to














